My Love by Sia (with Lyrics)

Trying to get my HW done, after hoping to spend time a special person, but they are too busy with their toys, so oh well. Heard this song on one of my shows earlier, thought I would share, really pretty.. ^_^

Breaking Benjamin - Give Me A Sign

I have always been one of those people who finds healing within music...

It's Official

I am a defect, a loser, a failure, an inadequate complete and utter MORON! Every single person in the class above, and below me in high school *other than my bestie* are married or engaged! It is official as of twenty minutes ago. The last one just got engaged to a guy she has been dating for four months, and known for two years. While I am excited and happy for her, I can't help but feel like a complete and utter failure as a woman right now. I have been with the same guy for NINE years and he is not even able to see us together in the future! You know my horoscope said I would be on the verge of, in their words: A) walking away and washing your hands of the whole thing or B) asking them to just elope... Though I must say I am heavily considering A, then jumping on to a dating site and marrying the first guy who asks me...... I really HATE myself right now.... just when there is no real alcohol in the house! What else can I say? I am a loser, plain and simple.

NHMRC : TwoOfUs.Org : Heart Chart

It would be interesting to see what my other half's results look like, but getting him to take this would be difficult, so I can only guess. ^_^
NHMRC : TwoOfUs.Org : Heart Chart

Heaven must be missing a Mocha!

OMG! Starbucks Salted Caramel Mocha is... ummm, what would be a word that would do it justice? Fantabulousiaciate? Yes I just made that up...

So who the f-ing hell mows their lawn at 8 am on a Saturday morning? Probably the same jackass that has a rooster that crows at 4:30 in the morning. Mother-F-er. Just saying. One good thing about the stupid foul, I got AMAZING shots of the sun rising at the beach. I just can't wait to develop them on Wednesday. Soooo excited. Okay, so I am guessing am up now, so I am gonna go see if I can get in trouble, since my bf has made it abundantly clear that I am no longer allowed near him or his "friend"... Long story, and I just can't find enough energy to care too much anymore than the occasional pissed off thought. Yes, I am pissed, does it show? Took long enough, had no true emotion on it for 24 hours.