Breaking Benjamin - Give Me A Sign

I have always been one of those people who finds healing within music...

It's Official

I am a defect, a loser, a failure, an inadequate complete and utter MORON! Every single person in the class above, and below me in high school *other than my bestie* are married or engaged! It is official as of twenty minutes ago. The last one just got engaged to a guy she has been dating for four months, and known for two years. While I am excited and happy for her, I can't help but feel like a complete and utter failure as a woman right now. I have been with the same guy for NINE years and he is not even able to see us together in the future! You know my horoscope said I would be on the verge of, in their words: A) walking away and washing your hands of the whole thing or B) asking them to just elope... Though I must say I am heavily considering A, then jumping on to a dating site and marrying the first guy who asks me...... I really HATE myself right now.... just when there is no real alcohol in the house! What else can I say? I am a loser, plain and simple.

NHMRC : TwoOfUs.Org : Heart Chart

It would be interesting to see what my other half's results look like, but getting him to take this would be difficult, so I can only guess. ^_^
NHMRC : TwoOfUs.Org : Heart Chart