Sunday, July 31, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
By My Side - David Choi - Official Music Video - Wong Fu Productions
I feel so disappointed right now that a crushed can of soda has nothing on me. On to yet another week or drudgery...
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Summer of near insanity!
So yeah, the title dang near sums up the summer I am having. What I was thinking taking 3 express summer classes I may never know. I think I had a black out or something. Trying to get my life organized so that when I head out to KY I can have emotional and mental security. Getting relationships patched up so they can withstand the time apart, as well as mentaly prepping myself so that when I am done with college I can go anywhere my baby wants us to go. I know I will be fine, but I am kinda worried about him. I am not sure how he might handle this time apart, and it has me worried. Not sure what to do other then just trying to figure out a way to reinforce "us" so that there is still an "us" after nearly two years at UK.
Amongst all this I found out almost three weeks ago that I need to change my humming bird lifestyle. Those of you who know me know that I am a serious sugar and sweets addict. Have been all my life, but durring the last six years my lifestyle has become sedentary for the most part, so my sweet addiction needs to change. So HARD!!!!! My doctor is a bit of a nudge as well, and not at all shy, when having heard my idea of a what a daily diet for me is, about giving me a basic dress down. I am not even sure my bf could have done a better job of making me feel amost completly inept when it comes to food... heheeh, "bell peppers and onions?"... inside joke, but still to this day it cracks me up.
Oh well, that was my free ten minutes, and I must get to my next class. One of the first classes that is not completely useless, my health class and today we are going over some exercises, so maybe I can get motivated! ^_^ I was hoping my dad would have some money cause he owes me a bike, and I wanted to start doing tri's again, unfortunetly not gonna happen soon enough to actualy start effectively training, at least not in the state I am physically right now. (I am such a pudger right now not even funny any more and nothing cute about it!) ICK! oh wow! I gotta go! Did not realize the time! Bye!
Amongst all this I found out almost three weeks ago that I need to change my humming bird lifestyle. Those of you who know me know that I am a serious sugar and sweets addict. Have been all my life, but durring the last six years my lifestyle has become sedentary for the most part, so my sweet addiction needs to change. So HARD!!!!! My doctor is a bit of a nudge as well, and not at all shy, when having heard my idea of a what a daily diet for me is, about giving me a basic dress down. I am not even sure my bf could have done a better job of making me feel amost completly inept when it comes to food... heheeh, "bell peppers and onions?"... inside joke, but still to this day it cracks me up.
Oh well, that was my free ten minutes, and I must get to my next class. One of the first classes that is not completely useless, my health class and today we are going over some exercises, so maybe I can get motivated! ^_^ I was hoping my dad would have some money cause he owes me a bike, and I wanted to start doing tri's again, unfortunetly not gonna happen soon enough to actualy start effectively training, at least not in the state I am physically right now. (I am such a pudger right now not even funny any more and nothing cute about it!) ICK! oh wow! I gotta go! Did not realize the time! Bye!
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
The coldest winter I have ever known
The organ pours out slow and soothing
Old and rugged hymns
I long to find some comfort
But my sorrow won't give in
This is the coldest winter
In a thousand freezing years
And if I started crying
I could never stop the tears
Time is slowing down
Like a river clogged with mud
People gather round me
Some friends and others blood
The trumpeter starts playing taps
The soldiers fire their guns
The folding of the flag
Makes the tears come in a flood
Not sure if I will ever stop missing you, missing the lack of time we got to spend together, or if I will ever get to the point where I don't mist up thinking of you... But I know at the end of the "day" I shall see you again. Love you grampa Bill. <3 <3 <3
Old and rugged hymns
I long to find some comfort
But my sorrow won't give in
This is the coldest winter
In a thousand freezing years
And if I started crying
I could never stop the tears
Time is slowing down
Like a river clogged with mud
People gather round me
Some friends and others blood
The trumpeter starts playing taps
The soldiers fire their guns
The folding of the flag
Makes the tears come in a flood
Not sure if I will ever stop missing you, missing the lack of time we got to spend together, or if I will ever get to the point where I don't mist up thinking of you... But I know at the end of the "day" I shall see you again. Love you grampa Bill. <3 <3 <3
Monday, July 11, 2011
Good Life
Ok, so that embed did not work, so here is another song that I can identify with... Enjoy!
regina spektor - Fidelity (Video)
Wow do I identify with this song! I am so sorry for not updating you, the six viewers of my blog, on my life. You see I am finishing up the second 6 week summer crash courses at school of which I am taking 3 (count em! 3!) classes. So yeah, super busy, but I promise come fall I shall start posting regularly again! Enjoy this song though in the mean time. Heheh, mean, I crack myself up.