So yeah, the title dang near sums up the summer I am having. What I was thinking taking 3 express summer classes I may never know. I think I had a black out or something. Trying to get my life organized so that when I head out to KY I can have emotional and mental security. Getting relationships patched up so they can withstand the time apart, as well as mentaly prepping myself so that when I am done with college I can go anywhere my baby wants us to go. I know I will be fine, but I am kinda worried about him. I am not sure how he might handle this time apart, and it has me worried. Not sure what to do other then just trying to figure out a way to reinforce "us" so that there is still an "us" after nearly two years at UK.
Amongst all this I found out almost three weeks ago that I need to change my humming bird lifestyle. Those of you who know me know that I am a serious sugar and sweets addict. Have been all my life, but durring the last six years my lifestyle has become sedentary for the most part, so my sweet addiction needs to change. So HARD!!!!! My doctor is a bit of a nudge as well, and not at all shy, when having heard my idea of a what a daily diet for me is, about giving me a basic dress down. I am not even sure my bf could have done a better job of making me feel amost completly inept when it comes to food... heheeh, "bell peppers and onions?"... inside joke, but still to this day it cracks me up.
Oh well, that was my free ten minutes, and I must get to my next class. One of the first classes that is not completely useless, my health class and today we are going over some exercises, so maybe I can get motivated! ^_^ I was hoping my dad would have some money cause he owes me a bike, and I wanted to start doing tri's again, unfortunetly not gonna happen soon enough to actualy start effectively training, at least not in the state I am physically right now. (I am such a pudger right now not even funny any more and nothing cute about it!) ICK! oh wow! I gotta go! Did not realize the time! Bye!
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