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Friday, October 21, 2011

Is this the last straw that broke that poor camels back?

This is how my week started, and ended...

So tired of being treated like the dumb blonde, and that what I think, feel, or believe is inconsequential. What is even more disappointing to me is that these people, one  in particular, are prime examples of what a double standard lifestyle looks like. One of them stated to me repeatedly about how they hated people like that, then the one time an issue in my life came up, not only did they overstep their bounds with regard to my life, but they never owned it. Despite the fact when a similar situation between them and I happened, I owned it and apologized. Oh well, I mean, not a big loss in the scheme of things, however, being constantly lied to left and right by the ONE person I should be able to trust completely, is another. After last nights incident, I think I am truly and completely sick of it. I am beyond disappointed in this case, I am not even sure what this feeling is. The nauseated sick feeling I normally get followed by anger is conspicuously gone as well. Right now it is just... nothing. A complete blank plate where my emotions come through physically. As for my emotional area in my brain, chaos. Complete and utter. Think it may just be best if I ignore this whole thing for a while, and pretend it and the perpetrator just don't exist. For now, I am heading out! Gonna go have some fun, and take up some people from school up on there offer. Just gonna go get lost for the weekend. Then I will get lost in my school work, around people of course, there are tons of places that offer free wifi now which is awesomeness in and off itself. I am also going to be changing the blog guys, so all of my subscribers, shall be getting an email to the new address, all the other lurkers hurry up and subscribe! It can be done secretly, I would be the only one who knows (all of my subscribers are secret anyways, lol).

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